December 9, 2009

When fall just comes and goes...

Life moves pretty fast, doesn't it? With all of the seasons remaining the same, the only thing that is truly changing besides the weather, is us. I don't know how time passes the way that it does, all that I know is that life never truly stops. I posted on my facebook the other day a quote that I myself created, and it truly says what I was feeling, so I am going to post it on here too.

"If you can look back at all the lies you believed, at all the mistakes you've made, at all the things you once regretted with a smile and a slight chuckle; then my friend, you have grown."

I think I am growing up. I don't know why or how, but I think that I am. But then again, I think back to the way that I was back in high school, and I feel like that was a huge part of my childhood, and that now I am just experiencing teenaged ideas. Who knows. Maybe my view of teenager ideas is truly adult ideas. Perhaps.

I think that I am just confused because I still don't know what I want to do when I "grow up." Perhaps we don't know until we are there and look around, smell the air and realize it isn't too bad. Too many times I have heard people talk about their lives and somehow wished that they had done something else. Maybe I will take their advice and not just settle.

Until then, I have the most important final of my life to worry about and the closing shift at work tonight.

'til next time,
XOXO, B