I am sitting in here, and when I say here, I mean in the restaurant in which I work. I seem to never get away. As much as I wanted to make my own dinner tonight and not eat here again, I failed, and crumbled, and came anyways. At least I have the excuse that the internet isn't working at my house. I would say that is a pretty darn decent excuse. I had math homework that needed to be completed on the internet, and therefore I would have ended up here anyway. Yay. As much as people hate work, and as much as it seems to be an inconvenience a lot, I seem to find joy in it. And with my night off, I am doing schoolwork in a lovely corner of this most fantastic restaurant where I work. I suppose work is my little getaway. Anywho, I have a load of homework to do, but I just cannot seem to focus. I just want to sit here and type out my feelings all night. I seriously wonder what it will be like to look back at this blog, if I even remember it, in a few years, and see what I was thinking, or at least try to decipher what my brain was doing when I was writing these blog entries.
My frustration tonight, as usual with any young girl, is in the boy department. I don't know how badly I hurt one boy, and I don't know how much one knows he hurt me by a subtle action tonight. Stupid, stupid boys. I don't think I will ever understand.
I finished reading Breaking Dawn, and I must say, it was quite magnificent. I am SO sad it is all finished. :-( Ah well, tis life.
There are people to be called, a restroom to be visited, and many pages to be read, so without further ado, I must leave.
'til next time,
XOXO B
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